I am looking forward

to seeing yet another new home of our student daughter ... 

She is currently researching her Masters ... that she is able to do now ... sooner than planned due to upheaval in plans this and next year ... 

There may now be no graduation to attend in July now ... I am intrigued naturally in her next stage of studies ... the twist and turns through our traumas and dilemmas consistently faced ... 

She has sent the usual links for my thoughts ... 

The Honeymoon Details ...

took me virtually today ...

The jumble tumble of life here ...

The emotions transported me back through the worst and best times today

Unraveling Journeys ...

... from the tentative steps to temporary accommodation on the crisis faced on a death ... to further afield to both very well known and the very new ... 

And maintaining the momentum .. only those who know of these daily struggles who understand this ... Even to get out and maintain the regular errands to function accordingly ... 

I have tried again to book a break away ....

... Ato somewhere completely different ... One is still not ready to travel beyond what I have been assisted with. 

The conflicts of the old and new ... My love of the home that once was ... Is seemingly destroyed ... 

And getting on with doing things alone at times ... takes me outside again ... the confidence seemingly destroyed ... 

Despite all said by others  ... It has impacted my life invisibly ... What cannot be seen by others ... Irrevocably ...