In timely beneficial manner

that I am having time away from the many strands in dilemmas ... a fresh perspective after time in more usual living assists much ... 

A time where hitches happen as proven today ... time taken in someone fitting a system of connecting heat and smoke alarms which was scheduled different to the time in the letter stated ...

And chasing up much in my lack of care continued yet again ... 

Thank goodness I wound down in plenty given in self time ... 

This time in cave

I nearly gave up again ... the focus now on all those excited people at the end of communications with their many and various lives... that carry on ... while I was afloat in no mans land in twight ... 

The delight in others a little more aware of in the air ... but I do tread with care ... the precarious tightrope invisible to all but our daughter ... 

All the rediscovers

in images in days to alternated months to see seasons elsewhere

All the anticipation of plans in meals, outings, Liverpool or Manchester or Birmingham Christmas markets ... time I arrive for picks ups and so forth ... the achievements of others ... time in celebration menus chosen ... 

One could almost forget those shadows that haunt .... with all this in the coming end of year!!  A new start in new procedures ...

Rediscover This Day

2015

All these creepy reminders of what our machines do for us. The terminator films. The more human 'Humans' series. The recent robotics ethics code of conduct upgraded. The fascination in a poignant recovery of seeing such sights in real life again ! 

Dairy in fill

now for me to feel ... I belong nowhere; yet somewhere... I am in life literally afar in other communities with time offered in different strands. I am gaining what I strived for. 

... To pass through seeing in assist among other avenues in life come back ... 

... not just here ... 

Remember

in the wind down ... that on a return one is not overwhelmed with tasks faced in mess in the recesses.  I keep Xmas simple  ... I give to life all year. This season makes no difference. Material things is of mo importance 

When you have lived without much and then too much in extremes of another personality... it opens your being more!