Trepidation travel

still. The tube train was a testing time without the having the wits about of much out of my control as well ... with no where to escape ... The regular tannoy announcement travelling by public transport, usually trains and the coach station of keeping with your belongings and reporting anything suspicious. I have often looked after or out for lone strangers foreign and domestic belongings while they have a pee! 

I will be travelling by train in the summer, yet again. The route regular now to the NorthWest ... or the South West ...  I wonder if the seen to be patrolling of trains by uniformed personnel will be part of the norm now too along with the tannoy warnings? 

The preps for a long weekend in the coming summer now in commencement. The pull back on the many experiences that I have been reacquainting with for a while. I am coming to terms with much all at once. There is room to change my mind when I feel it all could get too much ... I do have some time with a daughter in pastures new, that we were meant to have done years ago. We are now going to an area we have often said we can to now, in the coming season end to another in the planning ... 

We shall see how it all pans out ... 

It is extremely tiring adjusting back to life, instead of just giving up. A lot of atmospherics in play at the minute. The intermix of emotions, especially the evolutionary reactions to mental health or just being different! 

♥ Top of the Lake District under Hadrian wall ... the plans made for catch up in this area .... with this in mind me keeps my Late Dads little walking map book of the area; back when we cleared some of his files etc .. the more positive side of my experiences in hoard ...