Absorbed in

Cornish life ... the much needed brisk coastal air. The trauma subsides into a rested mode. Those closest see the difference. 

I still have dilemmas. I stilll have flashes. I still feel irritated. I still silently rage. I do find being outside strange to the senses. I do however feel more at peace surrounded by less packaging.The hub bub of tourists instead of commuters is so different. The Walks more refreshing at ease. The fact I am more likely to cycle and get involved with functions of life. 

The fact I will see what where and how I'd be a long way off before I shift the burden elsewhere to be completely free in spirit as I like. 

And some of those who still do not get the recupersusions and ripples and not get my circumstances and new needs ...